It is a new year and I have started it limping. The
limping is so bad that I am walking like i Ntsayiza (Intsayiza ayo
bodi ku boda umlenze) because the leg in pain gets left far behind when I
take a step forward.
But it is not the limping that worries me it is the reason for my limping. I
feel that my body has failed me. How can such a flimsy thing do this to ME?
Does this know who I am. I am a 1.82 metre tall, 100kg giant.
The limping has left me asking myself why have I gone so
soft. Has the glittering light of the City of Gold taken my
masculinity?
While hanging my laundry over the weekend, a thorn stabbed me in
the foot. The pain that followed is beyond my imagination. I knelled
expecting to find my flesh torn apart and blood pumping out.
To my surprise, it was something small.For something that small it sure could hurt. I am talking about the pain
that move from your toes to your brain in a matter of seconds. It was
worse than labour pains. It was hell.
This hell of a pain came from a small thorn that fell of some
flowery tree like plant. How can this paralyse me with pain.
I am used to much greater pain. When I was a boy I used to hunt.
I used to step on these flowery thorns with easy barefoot. Thorns from a
big trees did not deter me from catching wild animals or
running away from a swarm of bees.
I used to crush them rub my feet against the stony road and continue with my
journey.
Has the limping made me a wimp? Can I blame it on age, is it the
change of life style or is the accumulation of the little cents I get
from the capitalists?
Kalipile Mgevane blamed it on the diet. "
zezi-yogurt
nezi ice-cream. Wagqibela nini ukutya iinkobe?" he said.
Mgevane
further said "Akukho
nto eya ezihlunwini. Bubuswiti namanzi qha. Emvakoko uyichama yonke
loonto." and Babalwa Nhando was
quick to agree to that statement.
If eating yogurt and ice- cream are viewed as luxury to
many including me, does this mean the change in lifestyle and diet has made me soft?
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